Letting go

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I need to let go. It seems kind of strange, because I have already done this, I let you go 2 years ago and then you magically came back into my life. But its time again. I can’t hold on to something like this. I can’t constantly wonder what you’re up to, if you think of me, if you love me. I can’t put my life on hold and wait for something that may never happen. My heart will always be with you, and I truly don’t know if anyone will ever love you as much as I do. But for my happiness, and sanity, I need to let go and move on. There isn’t really a scenario for us to happen, and if there was I don’t know that I could trust that you’d be there for me like I’d be there for you. As much as I love you, it’s unhealthy for me to hold onto something that isn’t happening. I’m writing the post, I’m deleting the texts, I’m moving on. I’m limiting my expectations for the future, and just going to live in the now. I know what we had, and it was unbelievable, but I also know my worth and how I should be treated, and I deserve someone who makes me their number one. Letting go, moving on, please bring me freedom and happiness.

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